Alpine climbing does not make sense. Waking up at 2 am to go
climbing does not make sense. Super long approaches in the dark
does not make sense. Chewbacca, a wookie, on the planet Endor
does not make sense, although here I digress.
The plan was to do a car to car ascent of Mt. Russell via the technical
Mithril dihedral. After seeing pictures of the splitter cracks on
this route in Rock and Ice years ago, I have always wanted to do this
route. I have done great rock climbs before. In Joshua
Tree, in Yosemite, in Red Rocks. But never have I done a great
rock climbing route high in the mountains, where I imagined beautiful
climbing would sublimate with the perfect setting and combine to create
the ethereal. The normal plan, no, the sane plan, would have been
to sleep overnight at Iceberg lake, wake up early the next day, do the
route and then head back to the trail head. However, as long days
in the backcountry have started to become more normal for me, I decided
to try and do the route in a day.
I could think of no better person to try it with than my friend Stephen
Becker from Caltech. Stephen and I have been climbing the
hallowed Caltech rock wall for some time now, and from our many
conversations I understood that Stephen is strong in the
backcountry. He has already done other hard car to car trips in
the Sierras successfully, although none that involved rock climbing as
sustained and difficult as the Mithril dihedral.
As my alarm started cranking at 2 am and I was awakened from my weary
and complex dream state, I quickly gathered my belongings from our
bivouac site near Lone Pine. With much anticipation I had thought
about this day, over and over again. How hard would it be?
How fast could we go? Driving through the dark, winding up the
steep road to the Whitney portal, there was no more need for
anticipation, only one foot in front of the next, for how long, I did
not know.
We started at 3 am, slowly winding our way up the North Fork trail,
trying not to think about how far the approach to the mountain would
be. But Stephen knew the route well, and although it was very
dark, we never got lost. As dawn came, we found ourselves nearing
the beautiful massif containing the huge Sierra granite mountains of
Muir, Whitney, and eventually, Russell.

It took us roughly 4 hours to approach Iceberg lake. I was happy
with the progress, but a little dismayed at how far we were from our
objective. I was also disappointed to see that the rest of the
approach would be on loose scree, talus, and dirt. Without more
than a 5 minute break or two, we needed to regroup at the lake, get
some food, and fill our water, as there would be none for quite some
time. I cannot express how exhausted I felt at the lake. I
wanted to sleep so bad. So I put my pack down, rested my head on
it, and closed my eyes. There is no shame in bailing on the
climb, is there? It is not as if the entire trip was a
waste. I mean, the hike was nice, right?
Stephen could tell that I was in trouble. "Well, maybe we should
get going, eh Gary?" Yes indeed, we better get going. My 15
minute nap actually helped quite a bit, and I was feeling strong
again. The scree field wasn't nearly as bad, and in about 45
minutes, we were at the Whitney/Russell saddle, with our first look at
the mountain and the route that we would climb.

For those of you who are climbers, you will instantly recognize the
beautiful rock climbing routes on Mt. Russell. The Fishhook
arete, located just right of the summit, its elegant white granite
cascading steps falling from the summit to the base. Our route is
to the left, in the prominent dihedral that is on the edge of the sun
and shadow.
The Mithril dihedral is a 6 pitch 5.9 grade III. Once on top of
the technical climbing, one has to ascent another 400 feet of much
easier terrain to the summit. To the non-climbers still reading
this report, the grade of 5.9, while technical, is not at my limit, or
that of Stephens. We reasoned that the ascent should go
fast.

A zoomed view of the Mithril dihedral. Notice that the
route is in the shade. The shade is very, very cold, even on such
a warm day. For reference, it would be approximately 100 degrees
in Lone Pine, nearly 10,000 feet below. But it could have been
easily below 50 degrees in the shade at our elevation. I look
down at Lone Pine, jealous of the tourists basking in the sun.
Come to think of it, they probably will complain of the excessive
heat.
We started climbing around 10 am. This is a good time to start
the route. Any earlier, it would be too cold and miserable.
Any later, and you risk getting caught by thunderstorms. After a
quick session of papers-scissors-rocks, we determined that I would lead
the first pitch. I quickly switched from hiking shoes to climbing
shoes, racked 10 pounds of rock climbing gear/protection onto my
harness, fastened my helmet to my head, put on my backpack, and set off
climbing. It felt good to finally be using my hands and upper
body muscles instead of the endless plodding during the 6 hour hiking
approach.
The climbing was okay, nothing remarkable, but the rock seemed
solid. I felt tired and the thin air was taking its toll.
For some reason, I was also nervous. I suppose it is because it
really hits home when you start a climb like this that you are all
alone, you and your partner, and help is a very long ways away.
You cannot make any mistakes. If there are loose rocks, you must
find them before you pull on them. You cannot afford to
fall. You must be perfect. So perfect I was, but am I
really perfect, or is this just my perception?
Stephen led the next pitch. The climbing was remarkable and much
better than the first pitch. We were now about 300 feet off the
ground, attached to the rock with rope, slings, climbing gear, and
faith.

When you are hanging off a big wall, with nothing but air underneath
you, it cannot quite be described as fun. There is so much
exposure, well, it really is scary. But the sense of adventure is
intoxicating. I cannot say I was happy to be there, but I was
glad to be there. Now the climbing was getting more
serious. Maybe it was the lack of oxygen, maybe it was the
approach, or maybe it was the fact that I was getting cold when it was
not my turn to climb, but the climbing started to feel harder than
5.9. Maybe the individual moves were not any harder, but the
climbing was sustained. And oh so beautiful. The rock, as
solid as anything I have seen in the majestic Yosemite valley, and the
movement, like ballet. How wonderful, and frightening, and
intoxicating.
Soon, the sun came around and visited us. The warmth was
amazing. As I sat in my harness belaying Stephen, I looked up and
saw that he was happy. And I was happy with our progress.
If only that one damned cloud would stop blocking the sun. How
can it be, that the only cloud in the entire sky, has parked itself in
front of my solar blanket. Go Stephen, go my man, get us to the
top of this thing!

Now the sky is filling with clouds. I can only look south,
towards Mt. Whitney, or to the west, towards Sequoia National
Park. There are no clouds over there, but they are building
around us. These large mountains, the highest in the Sierras, are
starting to create their own weather. But the weather forecast
was 10 percent chance of thunderstorms Monday, and today was
Sunday. These clouds are harmless. They are small pillows
on which I would love to rest my head. They are but a
nuisance.
The climbing continues to be challenging. Stephen and I each
struggle, grunting out loud, cursing our way as we jam our hands and
feet into the cracks, the only real weakness on this vertical
wall. I am somewhat dismayed and surprised. The climbing is
very sustained. Its challenging me and requires me to tap into
energy reserves. I hope I have saved enough to get down.
But still, as much work as I have to put in, how can you not marvel at
the beauty of the climbing. It is some of the best that I have
ever done. And look at the surroundings. I cannot imagine a
more perfect setting. If I believe in God, then I shall certainly
pray, because no church or temple could ever match the majesty of this
microcosm that Stephen and I exist in.
I am leading again. We are near the top. Some 15 feet of
difficulty, rumored to be the hardest climbing, and then a perfect
ledge.

I struggle out of the vertical world onto a horizontal one, a
ledge. I call down to Stephen that I have made it. Is it
too soon to celebrate? Just then, I feel something kiss my
skin. I look up. The sky is gray, but the clouds do not
look threatening. Could it really be? Are those snow flakes
falling out of the sky? One by one, they fall on me, and I
realize that it is indeed too soon to celebrate.
I belay Stephen to the ledge. We realize that we better get
moving quickly. Stephen starts off on the last pitch, only 5.6,
but the snow is really starting to fall. I am very nervous,
because wet rock is so much harder to climb than dry rock. My
ecstatic nature turns into dread. I look south, towards Mt.
Whitney, which has become enveloped in clouds. But at least there
is no thunder.
Stephen climbs fast, and I follow behind him as fast as I can.
Normally climbing parties would unrope at this point and scramble to
the summit. But the rock is wet, and I am tired, and I feel like
the safe thing to do is to stay roped up. Stephen, with no choice
but to agree, sets off again, leading us towards the summit.
BOOM. That must have been rockfall, because these clouds are not
thunderstorms. I cannot keep lying to myself like this, can
I? More thunder starts falling from the sky, and snow comes down
harder. I am in disbelief. I am at 14,000 feet, exposed, on
a tall granite mountain. There is nowhere to go but up, so that
we can get down. The mountains are dangerous and
unforgiving. Have I finally not shown the respect that the
mountain Gods deserve? Will it be a matter of minutes before I am
in maelstrom of hail, lightening and fury? "Stephen, hurry
up."
But Stephen is as cool as the other side of the pillow. My mind
is wandering, thinking of the dangers that can be. Stephen is
keeping it together, getting us to the summit as fast as he can.
And just like that, the snow stops, the rock dries, and things do not
look so bleak after all. The storms still surround us. The
thunder is still present, but Mt. Russell is now below the eye of the
storm. It is eerily peaceful. I make my way to the summit,
soon to be joined by Stephen. It is 5 pm, some 14 hours from when
we left the car. I am safe. I am content. I am
sitting on top of California.

There is not much time. Only 3 hours till dark. We must get
down and we must get down fast. Mt. Russell is a knife edge
ridge, and there are no easy ways down. We must traverse the east
arete, climbing over and sliding down endless blocks, to finally reach
the broad plateau below. I try to hide my malcontent, but my
thoughts betray me.

I am tired and want this adventure to be over. But 6000 vertical
feet and many miles separate me from that goal. And it is
important to be safe. The thunderstorm danger is gone, but when
you are tired, it is easy to slip and make a mistake. I will not
let this happen to me. I will not become a statistic. I
must summon energy, from where I have no idea, but it will come because
it has to. Still, the ridge is sublime and so is the
descent. Its beauty aids me down to safety below.

Its interesting, really. The more I go, and occasionally refuel
my body with food and water, I start to regain my energy. Soon,
we are off the ridge and find ourselves atop a huge 2000 vertical foot
gully, leading down to the upper lakes that mark the beginning of the
trail home. We plunge our way down this gully, which is filled
with loose sand, dirt and rocks. If you let gravity do its work,
its almost like skiing. Somewhat effortless. It only takes
30 minutes to navigate and we find ourselves at the upper lake, and it
is dark again.
I take my headlamp out and now my body is fully rebelling against
me. It asks, why are you doing this to me? I reply, because
I have no choice. I have no sleeping bag. I have no
tent. I only have car keys, and that car, which will take you
home to your warm bed, to a hot shower with soapy wonderfulness, is
still 2 hours away. So I walk. And Stephen sings. And
we complain. And we laugh. And we talk about
cheeseburgers. And we wonder why the hell we would do something
so crazy. And we marvel in how unbelievable our day was.
The slim margins of safety versus catastrophe. Was it really that
bad? I'm sure it wasn't, but it sure felt scary. I respect
the mountains. But I also love them. Which means that I
want to be part of them, and the only real way for that to happen is to
fully immerse myself in them. Which I shall.
The 2 hours takes an eternity. My body is dead to me. My
legs feel like that of a cadaver. But the end is so close, and
finally, there it is. I am so happy, I hug the trail head
marker.

It takes 5 minutes to get our gear situated, and just like that, we are
off in our gasoline chariot, making our way towards a hot meal in Lone
Pine. The drive home is, well, as you might imagine.
Stephen and I take turns driving. We both stay awake to keep each
other company. It would be too cruel to sleep while the other
struggles to stay awake. But we are so close, it is impossible to
think that we could blow during this last hour driving down the
highway. And just like that, at 3 AM, we are home. Some 25
hours after waking up, it is time to sleep. This day has been one
of the hardest, yet one of the most rewarding, of my 35 years of
life. Thank you Stephen, you are a great partner. Thank you
Mt. Russell, you are everything an alpinist could dream of. Thank
you.